feeling like a piece of shit

My life do suck eh? Maybe Gos just wanna test me and see if I could pass this test with my own ability. But what if I can't pass? Will my life suck all the way till I die? ._.
Feeling so left out. Everyone seems to got a boyfriend/girlfriend and I'm like single. LOL. Mum reminded me not to get involved with relationship matters this year as she could see I can't really cope up with my new subjects and all. So she hoped that I would be single and stay far away from matters like this ._. Sigh. But everyone are like in a relationship. Not to say because they're not single and thats why I don't wanna be single too. It's just that I want someone for me to cuddle up to when I need him the most. Someone to care for me. Someone who love me for who I am. I know that I'm not pretty and I don't hope to get a hot boyfriend too. It was quite a shock that my ex said he like me and he's a hottie. It's sort of unbelievable. LOL. But still the ending didn't ends up well thats why he's my ex now.
I have a guy friend who is very open minded. Thats why I love him. When we hold hands we don't feel shy, when we hug it seems like just a way of greeting and saying I miss you :) There's nothing more between us than just friends :) Close friends to be exact. I love most of my guy friends cause they're are open minded and they don't mind if I suddenly go around and hug them. Hahahha! yeah I love hugging people. I hug Sureka almost everyday in school ;P I'm a hugger! Teeheee! :B
Been up all night blasting emo songs. Mostly Cantonese songs. Hehehe! :D

Enjoy !

Loves, pinky :*

Back to those unlively daily routine.

Yeah. Hols over and it sucks to accept the fact about it. Got back results and some are shitty while some are surprisingly awesome. Hahah! Hope my mum can understand me and not be disappointed in me for my results this time as I didn't really read much cause I can't focus and study after my grandad's stuff :/

I suck :/

Le sigh. If can I would wish that I can drink Long Island till I die. LOL. #TheLibrary :)

Loves, 

pinkyyy :)

Its Holidayyyy!

Bet many other kids are waiting for this particular moment. Yeah basically the Form 4 of SIGS cause yesterday was our last day of exam. I didn't study much cause I just got back after my grandad's funeral and didn't have the mood to even open the book. Mostly whatever I read didn't went into my mind. So its kind of waste of time. But still I did read. Whatever stays in my brain is what I brought with me to the exam and face the god-damn-bullshit-paper ! Yeah well. Practically all the papers were like bullshits. I don't even know that we've ever learn something like that. Or maybe we did but I didn't pay attention much in class. So yeah, my fault eh? K lor. 

Been asking Sureka to update this blog but all she got was 

 "Lazy lahhhh ;P"

 this girl ahhh! very buey tahan her. Sho cute and sweet and yeah I'm proud to say she's my sweetheart ♥ .This April will be going on a MPO trip with school to KL, Malacca and idk. LOL. This time Sureka also going! Yayer! :D #happykid 

Do you guys have Twitter ? If you got, do Follow Me! I'll follow back! #TeamFollowBack ! Teeheee! ;p

 Sweetheart Sureka! :)

Madness After Exam ;)